Lyrics
Uh for you I always stayed patient
Wish you coulda seen that through our simple conversations
Your mistakes was clear as day n still got me chasin
But just ta get sum dirty on me you’d go on interrogations
That toxic box stayed vaccent
Until you went along n took advantage of my graces
Still trippin on ya in my double tied laces
Pop out at the club n I don’t recognize these faces
Back n forth back stage shorty got me pacin
Ya true colors showin now you fuckin up the basics
Waterfall tears on a every day basis
Ta the point my eyes fallin out the socket they was placed in
You was sent from god but now you snakin round like satan
I thought it was worth givin you everything you’ve takin
Now I gotta fill the void n go n let this drank in
Ta slow my heart down a bit cause lately it’s been racin
Every insecurity you had I embraced it
N every reason why you hated me just didn’t makes sense
But you still check my story no you haven’t missed a day since
We went our separate ways this chapters hard ta get the page flipped
But I pray ta god it’s for the best
You took so much of me that I don’t even know what’s left
Even every song ever bar n every Breath
Was meant for you hopin that one day you could thrive in my success
Thought we climbin up together guess you missed sum steps
Had me doin my part n yours so you was out here gettin rest
How’d I exceed your expectations but you still got up n left
How was I there for every problem navigatin my own stress
How’d I pick up the midnight calls in tears n cold sweats
How’d you complain bout everything but kept ya feelings on ya chest
How could you think that I didn’t care the first time that we had sex
I kept you wrapped around my arms I seen you contemplatin Death
Cause I love you
I still do
N I’ll probably never stop
Since you been gone this pen in my hand just hasn’t dropped
Gift n a curse now you my motivation for the top
Manifestatin fame n money but alone I gotta rot
I wasn’t playin when I said if it ain’t you I’d rather not
In all the family pictures did you get my ass cropped out
So many goals n dreams together shit…
I done Lost count
I know you prolly did like your career cause you would change routes
Mine been the same since 9th grade know I’m talkin the steak house
That’s Ruth Chris
Tragic how you the only thing missin at this new crib
So many times for you I lost my top I need a new lid
Fightin demons tryin not ta call but knowin you gon answer wit a who dis
N have me feelin like a nuisance
Let you see every part of me like round you im a nudest
Now look at where we care could tell you never gave 2 shits
I was givin you dimes n you couldn’t even take 2 cents
Scared ta get my heart broken I can’t afford a new bitch
So I might go n buy a new stick n blow my brains out over this counter that you n my mom would talk about life in a new lense
Cause it was all pretend
The life wit me you swore that you wanted ta go n begin
That shi was all lies
This is just one song no you ain’t ready for the archives
So many highs in our relationship but now im writin bout the hard times
Droppin this shit gon have em dead like swattin all the wall flies
No male friends but the party I pulled up to was all guys
N not ta mention I guess that I’m just a friend in all eyes
N Every night since that day it’s been all cries